During the day he messaged me saying he wanted us to go to the beach that night and have sex in my car. We messaged for a week and arranged to meet on Tuesday night after work. I wanted the thrill of the chase with him. If I wasn’t going to be involved in the planning of a hook up then I wasn’t as interested as I could have been. I wanted us to spend our evening looking at profiles together and learning what we both wanted. I had always told him that half the fun of having a relationship like ours was the searching together. I certainly felt he and I should be spending more time together and cementing our renewed commitment before looking together for other people. We had lost this habit during the last three weeks and it felt forced and disingenuous.ĭuring that week I checked his activity on the couples website and it made me mad every time I saw he had been sending messages. I felt he should be spending that time paying attention to me and making sure we were back on track before resuming trying to involve other people in our relationship. Over the following days, The Toolman and I sent a few “good morning” and “good night” texts, but it didn’t feel the same.
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